This is totally unrehearsed so it`s coming from my heart...well as unrehearsed as lying awake in a cold house since 2-37 a.m.
So what have i been up to since September 18th 2010 then?
And more importantly whats it got to do with any of you?
Well read on...all will become clear.
Well ive read loads of e-mails...(probably in excess of 9,000) Yeah, really. I even read those that caught my eye in the spam filter.
Looked at as "Armon Morin" says 10`s of even possible 100`s of pointless "Shiny-Metal-Objects" that wont help my internet business grow 1 iowta.
I did buy a microphone though, as im currently looking to build my own video squeeze pages...(thanks Mr F) for that idea.
I did write the scripts for the same...So its not all about "Pretending to grow my own business"
In fact ive listened to 7 webinars about video pages, giving away freebies and how to market. So its not all been about doom and gloom!
Ive spent some time at my sisters aswell so that was great...
I`m still following 3 of the top marketers, and my dreams. And of course we had the worst winter on record for what was it 35 years or something!
So procrastination...or pretending to be working on my on-line business has finally taken its toll!!...
Daughter moved out in a snow storm early december...and since then ive personally spent best part of the last 3 1/2 weeks trying to get my house back up to a decent hygenic standard.
Yes she is kindof excused though...well he does have 2 little kiddies (how i miss those) and she used to run round after those, after her x boyfriend the 3 pets and me occasionally.
And we all know house-work is a sometimes thank-less but never the less a very demanding job...yes its an unpaid very expensive to be filled j.o.b.
So that gets us nicely to "Black-Friday" or to be precise Friday 07th january 2011. The day that my granddauhter ...whom i was looking after for a week as her bros got the chicken pox again...
We were waliking to her school it was around 8 am, Raining like it was monsoon season in the serenghetti...wheelie bins all over the pathways, that meant us walking into an already traffic and pollution fumed filled danger zone.
Drains blocked by falling leaves (should have had a train stoppage) ...
We were getting soaked quite literally through to the skin, being splashed constantly by the cars lorries and busses that were passing us by. Then a bus pulled up along side us the driver said jump in mate "She looks soaking"
Unfortunately i declined as we were only literally yards from crossing over and going down to her school. Thanks though bus driver! ... And one of our riends offered me a lift home, but i declined as i was soaked through, so thanks dawn!
Shannon never complained once though throughout that 25 minute walk...she was a real trooper. And the reason i need to step up my home based business ideas a gear!
So as i never went to the paypoint machine in the shop...would have meant a further 8 minute walk see...And i was wet enough??...
Shannon was going to a friends and then back home to mum so i had no cause to go back out, and the fact that i was not really drying out. I asked my son to get me some gas credit on my card, on his was home. He forgot!, so when i spoke to him later he was in the pub (but thats another story) ...
So i still neede some gas credit, and as it was taking my last tenner, i was going to have to brave the elements and go back out, when the phone rang. My son informed me that his x girlfriend Claire would get my gas at 6 -15 p.m.
Claire popped in and as i put my hand into my pocket there was still water in it...the 5er was soaked through! So i got the last of my money 5 in change from the other pocket and gave it all to claire and 7 minutes later a big HOORAY!!!!!!......
There was gas!!...
I forgot to mention i did also do some trading...but as its slow between thanks giving and the new year there was not much going on...I did manage to successfully trade over £300-00 though!!...
And i put some requests on a site called5`r ... but quite rankly that little excursion was a waste of time!
So as soon as possible i intend to continue with the trading idea...although it does take up a fair bit of time. But hey ho £300-00...You couldnt always expect that in under an hour now, Can you??...
Unless you are internet marketing of course!
So thre i am alone indoors, theres £16 pound or there abouts on the electric prepayment meter, the tenner i put on the gas went to £3-75 for the emergency credit. £2- something for the bill...and a stonking great £3-25 for new gas!
So i put the heating on...and boy what a feeling when the radiator got luke warm, just before i turned it back off...and went to keep warm in BED instead!!...
I was feeling just like you might imagine a very poor person to feel..."desperate".
So my next plan of action is to see, as i used to pay £1,000-00 in tax and insurances every month...if i can get some financial assistance with everything?
Go and sign on...so that i can also find out about the governments enterprise scheme i heard about on radio 3 the other day.
Contact a debt agency to help me eradicate some of the crippling debt i have...and possibly find out about something called an equity release scheme...as theres a few quid in equity in the house.
I never called it a home, cos it just feels that at the moment we are all "Just about surviving"!!!!!!......
If i can release a few quid im going to use it as a good debt and sign up to a mentorship...someone that will keep tabs on me. Make sure i actually work...when im suppossed to!
So thats where we are as of "Black-Fridy"!!!!!!......
Walking my 4 year old granddaughter to school when shes getting soaked through to the skin...will never happen again if i have my way!
Never having enough...Gas, Electric, Dog-food, Cat-food, My food, Not being able to afford to get my car back from the repair centre...will never happen again if i have my way!
Watching family and friends struggling to make ends meet...never mind affording luxuries! will never happen again if i have my way!
So like i said nearly £30,000 to under £5,000-00 is a big shock...
Finally realising your very own "Black-Fridy"!!!!!!......Is here is an even bigger shock...
"All of these will never happen again if i have my way!
That just leaves me to say...If you work from home..."FOR GOD SAKE WORK!!"
and
May each of our lifes success`s be more than we could have hoped for
yours and thank-you david.m.
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